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(DO NOT LOOK AT THE TIME STAMP ON THE PIC.... this was last week... I have no idea what is up with my camera)

So I told you last week that I would not leave you guys ever again, and I am not, but why does it seem like every time I feel like I have it together, managing my time better, that things get so out of whack?.....

About 2 weeks ago, Baby O was diagnosed with double ear infections.... fun, right?.... well, this diagnosis explained ALOT, because my always happy baby, had turned into a fussy, clingy, moody baby.... I hate to even think about how long she actually had the ear infections, because some of it I chalked up to teething.... she is getting better now, 14 days of antibiotics, but now her poor little nose won't stop running.... and running... and running... you get the jest....

Today we have to take her to Children's Hospital in Little Rock, to have her little belly looked at.... you see, when she was born, her abdominal walls never closed completely, causing her to have abdominal hernia.....her doctor thought it would have healed itself in 8 months, but it has not, so now we have to go see this surgeon to see what our options are....

THEN last night I started to feel bad, like an 18 wheeler had run over me.... I had a horrible headache, I was nauseous, sore, tired.... and there was the beginning feelings of mastitis in my left breast.... I had this with my son and it caused me to have to stop nursing him...it sucks and it hurts, my breast feels hot to the touch and is hard in sections and has the tell tell red streaks....anyone who has ever had it, you know what kinda pain I am in right now, and I should be resting and letting Baby O nurse as often as possible, but today we have to go to Little Rock and I have to look half alive....

FAN-FREAKIN-TASTIC!!!!!!

SO all my dear friends out there, say a little prayer for Baby O and her belly, and then say a quick one for my left boobie......